Few weeks ago, I was between wake and sleep in the early hours of the morning. The demon came back to me and tried to attack me. I reached for him and held him close to my heart and kept saying to him, I love you, I love you, I love you… for what seemed a very long time.
He struggled to get free at first but after a while he stayed. My hands suddenly became warm and I called forth from within me the violet fire. Through my hands the fire started to burn and surrounded the “demon” that now looked like a little frail thing. I kept repeating the word Love over and over. The violet fire of transformation surrounded us and the “monster” transformed under my eyes. He became a little bird with a ribbon around his neck. Like a present from the Divine. I opened the window of my room to let him out. He flew outside and landed on the outside window ledge and he transformed again. This time his little bird shape changed into a magnificent jet black raven. He was standing guard on my window and through the vibration of its energy field said to me that the pain has transformed into wisdom and from that suffering and victimhood I learned, grew and finally let go….. I opened the lock and freed my self from old sabotaging beliefs that kept me chained, imprisoned in a self made cage.
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